if you didnt feed gulls chips at the beach you had no childhood

~cinderr :3

Butterflies

Waiting for this semester end is like watching grass grow. I am dating someone now, long distance. I really love it though, I haven't been in a relationship since before 9th grade. Nothing is wrong with me, I promise. I just didn't want to have a real relationship in high school. That would've distracted me from school and marching band. Back to my boyfriend, that is so weird to say; we get along wonderfully and talk every chance we can get. And when I say long distance, he lives in the UK. Yep, no joke. It isn't a big deal to me though, I feel it makes us closer. We have our weekend planned out. That may sound weird but we can still have things planned. At the moment, we are planning to have an all nighter watching movies. Now that I say that, we haven't picked them out. I love when we are texting one another before he falls asleep, we will be flirting or talking and about the same time we say *butterflies* I love that, when we are thinking the same thing. If I can get the money, at the end of the year, Minecon will be in the UK and we both hope to be there. Maybe it will all work out.

-SourBurglar

One year yesterday.

"March 24, 2012"

Hey baby girl, I'm here to tell you
You've completely disappeared.
Your presence has consumed me
Nearly the whole past year.
When I heard your voice change to a whisper,
Then leave me completely alone;
Now for sure, I can believe in my heart
That you're never coming back.

Baby girl, you should know
I can't see you anymore.
I can't hear you anymore.
I can't feel you anymore.

Right after you left, my life was filled with despair.
I saw you every night, in every dream I had,
And every morning, I awoke clutching the pillow you used to warm.
Now I only see your memory in the necklace around my neck.

I used to know your voice better than my own,
And the sound of you jingling around filled my homes,
But now, in moments when I doubt,
I challenge myself to recall how you used to sound.

A year ago today, I held you in my lap at the vet.
I stroked your fur hard, trying to burn it into my mind, so I'd never forget
The thing that calmed me whenever I felt lonely,
All of it's just ashes now in your mystery urn.

I miss you, baby girl, oh how I miss you.
You're becoming a memory I can't remember to forget.
I can't ask you to never leave me,
Because I can tell that you've already moved on.
Wait for me in Heaven now,
I'll come get you when I belong.

3/25/2012
-Amy

Don't Fit In With Society

     Girls nowadays are so incredibly caught up in how they look. They have to be skinny and wear tons of make up and have perfect hair. Girls that aren't super skinny are feeling unwanted and disgusted with themselves. I'm not one of those skinny girls. I wake up and pull something out of my closet. I don't spend hours on my hair. However my make up turns out is how I wear it. I don't obsess!!! However, I do feel disgusted with myself every now and then (especially when I eat). But you know what? I'm happy with how I am. For all you other girls like me, think about this. Women like us were desirable all throughout life because it meant we were healthy. Skinny women weren't desirable until the 1920's when people couldn't get jobs so the thin females became flappers. Men would rather have a woman that is comfortable in her body rather than one who obsesses with how she looks.

      This:

Is more beautiful than This:                                                                                                                                                                   

 

Girls, Please be proud of how you look and don't become skeletor!!!!! <33

<3 illya

Rant On Body Functions

      Welcome, my lovelies, to another rant-iful sunday! Today, class, we will be talking about how your body doesn't understand what you want it to look like or feel. We'll go from the toes up!

Crap your feet do:
-Turn your toes into finger looking creatures with odd bumps (even though you're going into sandal season)
-Look like there's absolutely no flesh on it (aka. Skeleton feet)
-Pop the veins out (if you haven't already looked gross enough)

Stuff your legs/butt do:
-Look super toned when you stand up, but when you sit down, the flesh just falls into the chair
-or even worse, your thighs clap together making the "Thunder Thighs"
-Absorb the food that you just ate
-Takes the zebra cake you just ate, but still looks flat
-"Nice jeans... where'd you butt go? All well!"

Stuff your torso does:
-Makes you look flat chested (especially on those special days where you see cute guys)
-Poof! There goes your waist in that tight shirt, now you look like an apple and not an hourglass, or even a pear!
-Shows off how much you ate (and you know you measure how much you eat by how far your tummy goes beyond your chest)
-"Finally happy with it? Cool, now it's going to change completely. Have fun feeling fat for a month!"

Things your arms do:
-Break out
-Look like Chewbacca's hairy butt
-Look either too scrawny or fat
-Elbows that look 20x darker than the rest of you body

Now for your face:
-"Hey! You have your birthday/ party coming up? Let's break out so it looks like you got herps on your face!"
-"Dry face? Lotion it and see what happens.... "You're taking a picture..? GLARE!"
-"Sun outside! YAY! BURN!"


     Obviously, your body hates you, but it's up to you on whether or not you want it to stay messed up. eat good goods, do some waist twists (I just did 200), and stay happy. Tell your body to Shut the Frumpty Dump Up and take control. Stay hot and you are beautiful whether your body knows it or not!

Hero

Filling in for Cinderr

"Lady of The Night"

Sunspots
Cover her face like dewdrops
In the spring grass.

The moon shines down on its daughter;
A creation of phantom and light.

So beautiful she is,
But deep down's an evil heart.

Don't get too close to the Reaper's child;
She'll burn through your joy with sorrow.

A fierce mutt of despair and rejoicing;
She'll pound down your successes.
You'll only reap the horrors.

Beware of creatures of the light.
The night pulls them down to rest in Hell.

3/18/2012

-Amy

Taken Advantage

I really need help! I am to nice for my own good and I cannot stop helping or trying to make thing better for people. I have also been a bad friend lately seeing as I have been in my own world for months now. I do have 2 friends who are engaged and another friend whose birthday is coming up on Tuesday. So I will be in-touch with all of them soon. I absolutely love the heat right now, I am just afraid of a below zero striking haha I hate bipolar weather. So as everyone usually has it, we are are unlucky with winning real life things but yet we have no difficulty winning same fake things in a game. On minecraft, in the server I am on, I won the lottery worth 149,000 bux. So I would love to win that in real life but that won't happen. I have been watching a television show on Hulu called Prison Break, I really like it so far. I have a feeling the next season will have different people but not sure. Not always a fan of that but it has worked out with Skins UK. Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well, I know I am just need to get some fresh air more often.

-SourBurglar

Poem compilation

Hello all, I had prepared a poem for my post this week, but then I realized that it was quite short (due to me editing out a stanza), so I'm going to add a few other short ones that i wrote but never posted to this post as well. :3 enjoy!

"inspired by Red Riding Hood"

You seem pale,
My little Darling.
Are you tortured by the convictions
And terrors in your blood?

Does the night beckon your soul
To join in the feast?
Are you scared?
Rst easy, my Darling.
Let nature take its course.

The fangs of Fate you shouldn't fear.
Relax now, Daughter. Your future's near.

~3/5/2012

"The Red Butterfly"

Patchwork of a red butterfly;
Scarlet wings across a cotton canvas,
Her secrets lie in the needle,
The threads hold us together.
We are each a scale on a fragile wing;
Mighty and strong.
One touch will kill us.
The graceful and elegant dance of the shortest life.
Millions of us live.
We all die within a matter of days.
Life is too short to waste.

~11/16/2011

"Cats"

A girl without a goal is a lonely thing.
No one to impress.
Nobody to daydream about.
But cats will never leave you.

-11/15/2011 :3


<3,
Amy

February's Playlist

     Hello! I hope everyone had an awesome month. I'm sorry that this is late, but yesterday was insane. Music rejoins us in this months playlist. I hope you enjoy it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))

February

1) Sorry - Sweetbox

2) I'll Be - Edwin McCain

3) We Ran Out Of CD Space - Psychostick

4) Take Me Away - Thirteen

5) Stronger - Kelly Clarkson 

                                              <3 illya

Property of Q-riouser & Q-riouser.

                            

Parents

From personal experience let me tell you the things that just get my boat about parents.

Lets start with the big man in charge: Mom.

Moms habits:

-Eating

-Complaining about weight

-Filing in silence with very awkward questions such as "You know that friend of yours you don't talk to anymore? How is she? Hoe's her boyfriend?"

-Forgetting to cook
-Throwing away your important things

-Yelling for no reason. Ex) "WHO PUT THE DISH IN THE SINK?!...oh yeah it was me...YOU ARE SO IN TROUBLE HERO!"

-Talking about one child to the other. Ex) "Hero's older sister, have you seen how Hero looked at me? She gave me the ugly eye!"

-Neglecting their children until their children stop caring then yelling to them when you find out their not okay with it. Ex) Casey Anthony

-Getting mad about you forgetting something. Ex) "Hero! YOU FORGOT TO TAKE OU THE TRASH!"

Reasons why we love mom:

-They occasionally cook

-They hug you when they feel like it

-If you miss the bus they will take you to school (but drive as slowly as possible)

-You aren't old enough to move out yet

Now reasons why dad annoys us:
-Asking empty questions that they don't care about. Ex) "How's school?...Keep up the good work."
-Yelling with mom
-Siding with you behind mom's back and then yelling at you
-Neglecting you
-Sleeping instead of anything productive
-Telling you what to do


Reasons why we love dad:
-He makes fun of mom
-$$



So obviously I blog about what is annoying me at the moment and I have family issues. I really really really with my mom would just go back out and go to her boyfriend's house because this is the first time she's seen me in two-three days and she's yelling at me like it's her job. Trust me. I'm almost the perfect child, but this post has got to be my most relieving. I hope your day isn't as bad as mine.
Hero

im sorry about this guys >__< im in a deviantart contest (weasel-warrior for any other deviants out there) so ive been busy on that. i didnt make you guys a new comic. D: i did find something old and cute for ya tho <3

... and btw I AM THAT BARITONE PLAYER WHO GOT AMY INTO SOUL EATER
>:D

Hermit

Sorry I am late on this post. I got side tracked with quite a lot yesterday. I am on yet another essay to write about. It is a bit easier. Not that it is very important but I have become very social on Skype with people around the world. I was in a chat with 6 other people yesterday and I lost track of time with that as well. The only bad thing that still bugs me is I have slowly become antisocial with friends I have known from high school and back. I basically leave my house for school and come back and never leave again. It is getting bad, I must admit. Maybe during Spring Break for colleges and high school, I may text people to hang out. Not sure what day or what we will do but it is much needed.

-SourBurglar