worst week

     My dearest appologies to my lovelies. I was engulfed by family matters and without a phone I had no way to find a replacement, but as you can see by the title we'll be talking about my week. My horrible horrible week.

Monday: cooleo...no major annoyances besides the long lasting who're/slug jokes. Cool

Tuesday: someone stole my freaking iphone that I had just gotten used to.

Wednesday: I found out I had to room with the most annoying girl on a "fun" trip.

Thursday: threw up after practice, yay go lunch!

Friday: elbowed in the stomach and hit by a drum in the butt?! Oh freakin' boy!

Saturday: glasses got run over by either a car or a vibraphone.

Sunday: instead of sleeping, random house visitors showed up as a surprise at 10:30 pm and are snoring in my freakin' living room which I conveniently located just feet from my door.

It was like the whole universe ganged up on me along with my mom who was just being a sarcastic $#@%$%^&*&&^&^^$%$#. It's not like I said "Hey, why don't I just depress myself by doing horrible horrible things so that I don't have any means to do the things I'm supposed to." It's just annoying, so I at least hope your week was great.

 -hero.

if you didnt feed gulls chips at the beach you had no childhood

~cinderr :3

Butterflies

Waiting for this semester end is like watching grass grow. I am dating someone now, long distance. I really love it though, I haven't been in a relationship since before 9th grade. Nothing is wrong with me, I promise. I just didn't want to have a real relationship in high school. That would've distracted me from school and marching band. Back to my boyfriend, that is so weird to say; we get along wonderfully and talk every chance we can get. And when I say long distance, he lives in the UK. Yep, no joke. It isn't a big deal to me though, I feel it makes us closer. We have our weekend planned out. That may sound weird but we can still have things planned. At the moment, we are planning to have an all nighter watching movies. Now that I say that, we haven't picked them out. I love when we are texting one another before he falls asleep, we will be flirting or talking and about the same time we say *butterflies* I love that, when we are thinking the same thing. If I can get the money, at the end of the year, Minecon will be in the UK and we both hope to be there. Maybe it will all work out.

-SourBurglar

One year yesterday.

"March 24, 2012"

Hey baby girl, I'm here to tell you
You've completely disappeared.
Your presence has consumed me
Nearly the whole past year.
When I heard your voice change to a whisper,
Then leave me completely alone;
Now for sure, I can believe in my heart
That you're never coming back.

Baby girl, you should know
I can't see you anymore.
I can't hear you anymore.
I can't feel you anymore.

Right after you left, my life was filled with despair.
I saw you every night, in every dream I had,
And every morning, I awoke clutching the pillow you used to warm.
Now I only see your memory in the necklace around my neck.

I used to know your voice better than my own,
And the sound of you jingling around filled my homes,
But now, in moments when I doubt,
I challenge myself to recall how you used to sound.

A year ago today, I held you in my lap at the vet.
I stroked your fur hard, trying to burn it into my mind, so I'd never forget
The thing that calmed me whenever I felt lonely,
All of it's just ashes now in your mystery urn.

I miss you, baby girl, oh how I miss you.
You're becoming a memory I can't remember to forget.
I can't ask you to never leave me,
Because I can tell that you've already moved on.
Wait for me in Heaven now,
I'll come get you when I belong.

3/25/2012
-Amy

Don't Fit In With Society

     Girls nowadays are so incredibly caught up in how they look. They have to be skinny and wear tons of make up and have perfect hair. Girls that aren't super skinny are feeling unwanted and disgusted with themselves. I'm not one of those skinny girls. I wake up and pull something out of my closet. I don't spend hours on my hair. However my make up turns out is how I wear it. I don't obsess!!! However, I do feel disgusted with myself every now and then (especially when I eat). But you know what? I'm happy with how I am. For all you other girls like me, think about this. Women like us were desirable all throughout life because it meant we were healthy. Skinny women weren't desirable until the 1920's when people couldn't get jobs so the thin females became flappers. Men would rather have a woman that is comfortable in her body rather than one who obsesses with how she looks.

      This:

Is more beautiful than This:                                                                                                                                                                   

 

Girls, Please be proud of how you look and don't become skeletor!!!!! <33

<3 illya

Rant On Body Functions

      Welcome, my lovelies, to another rant-iful sunday! Today, class, we will be talking about how your body doesn't understand what you want it to look like or feel. We'll go from the toes up!

Crap your feet do:
-Turn your toes into finger looking creatures with odd bumps (even though you're going into sandal season)
-Look like there's absolutely no flesh on it (aka. Skeleton feet)
-Pop the veins out (if you haven't already looked gross enough)

Stuff your legs/butt do:
-Look super toned when you stand up, but when you sit down, the flesh just falls into the chair
-or even worse, your thighs clap together making the "Thunder Thighs"
-Absorb the food that you just ate
-Takes the zebra cake you just ate, but still looks flat
-"Nice jeans... where'd you butt go? All well!"

Stuff your torso does:
-Makes you look flat chested (especially on those special days where you see cute guys)
-Poof! There goes your waist in that tight shirt, now you look like an apple and not an hourglass, or even a pear!
-Shows off how much you ate (and you know you measure how much you eat by how far your tummy goes beyond your chest)
-"Finally happy with it? Cool, now it's going to change completely. Have fun feeling fat for a month!"

Things your arms do:
-Break out
-Look like Chewbacca's hairy butt
-Look either too scrawny or fat
-Elbows that look 20x darker than the rest of you body

Now for your face:
-"Hey! You have your birthday/ party coming up? Let's break out so it looks like you got herps on your face!"
-"Dry face? Lotion it and see what happens.... "You're taking a picture..? GLARE!"
-"Sun outside! YAY! BURN!"


     Obviously, your body hates you, but it's up to you on whether or not you want it to stay messed up. eat good goods, do some waist twists (I just did 200), and stay happy. Tell your body to Shut the Frumpty Dump Up and take control. Stay hot and you are beautiful whether your body knows it or not!

Hero

Filling in for Cinderr

"Lady of The Night"

Sunspots
Cover her face like dewdrops
In the spring grass.

The moon shines down on its daughter;
A creation of phantom and light.

So beautiful she is,
But deep down's an evil heart.

Don't get too close to the Reaper's child;
She'll burn through your joy with sorrow.

A fierce mutt of despair and rejoicing;
She'll pound down your successes.
You'll only reap the horrors.

Beware of creatures of the light.
The night pulls them down to rest in Hell.

3/18/2012

-Amy