dear lawd its late

uhm hello guys *bad poker face* soooo its me cinderr, but i don't have a comic today! <:D ehehehe.... yeah. so i thought i'd share a trial of life instead, to make up for my lack of drawn stories. so. WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU CANT HAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE SO DEARLY? you see i have an unrequited love problem. what i love is meat. and my body wont let me have it lately. every time we go out to eat and i get a burger i get really queasy. like im about to puke. my mom, the vegetarian in the family, is so happy about this. she thinks she can win me over, you see. take me to the dark side, thinks that if i can no longer eat meat then i should join her, a plant eating weirdo! but you see, i wont have this! i will, no matter the cost i will continue to eat what makes me happy! *tears* wasn't that inspirational? no? yeah... probably not.....
well... here we go! ill write a haiku about my dilemma! *ahem*
i will not give up
my hearts craving for
murdered creature meat
as you can see  i am not a poet. or a haiku writer. so yeah.
cinderr out :3

Late, late, for a very important date!

So sorry I am late on making my blog post. A lot of things have happened the past few days:  I have been trying to write my research paper, I became a mod on a friends minecraft server, I am trying to talk to a hundred people at once from minecraft to skype and that is a bit difficult. Also, I was thrown into a fight between to guys, thought I wouldn't get involved until the moron decided to make me have to. It is a very long stupid story but I suppose I will talk about it (: My boyfriend (Toby) and an old friend of his (David) have got into some stupid fight, not really sure what it is really about, although I know David acts like a child. David is always trying to make the fight public and none of us care. I am in a group of a bunch of friends that kind of have him in it too. But no one is a fan of him honestly, he doesn't trust anyone and takes things out of proportion. Well anyhow, yesterday on David's server he decided to show his hate of Toby by griefing, (Well he says he did nothing) but honestly, he stood there and let people grief Toby and my house. Yes it does not seem like a big deal but in a way it is; it takes time to build things and no one likes someone to take it that time away. Why throw a game into a fight and make a youtube video about it? So childish. I yelled at him saying what did I have to do with this and he fixed it back a bit but I do not care. The other day I saved our home from a mod so it was already placed on another server. Toby knew it would happen soon but I am not going to tell David. I want him to feel bad even though I know he doesn't. Sorry is the easiest word to say to try to get out of something but I am not going to forgive him. He acts as if nothing has just happened but he started a whole new war. He does not realize it yet, but he has lost a huge set a friends. Ok, I think that is enough rambling from me. I was ragging yesterday about it but I have cooled down a bit. I didn't talk to Toby at all yesterday and I do not know if he knows about this yet :/ I am dying to talk to him in general. Ooo, I get my eyes checked today. Finally going to buy new glasses if I can pick a pair. I have had the same ones since I have had glasses which is maybe 8 or so years, I do not remember.

SourBurglar <3

 "Immature, karma is going to come for you."

Locking horns with Dad

You will always have an excuse;
Isn't that right?
You'll play my emotions
So that I'll never doubt you.
Guess what?
Big guy, the tides are turning.
One day you'll be caught in the current.
I'll no longer be your little hatchling;
I'm storing up to become the biggest beast
You're soul ever quivered in fear before.
The Big One will bite back,
And if you don't back off,
Well, I reckon you'll drown.

"It's Growing." 4-9-2012 Amy (oh my gosh, what's wrong with the formatting??? It's not supposed to be a paragraph like that! I've tried to fix it but it's not working! Eeep!)

A Riddle

     Happy Thursday people! We are seriously lacking viewers so please spread the word. Print flyers and post them in school! Spray paint it on a wall! Buy a billboard! Rent a plane and sky-write it! Or...you know....post something on Facebook. Whatever is more appropriate economically.

     I don't really know what to talk about today, so I will post a little riddle to keep you guys thinking ;) 

        

         Lives without a body, hears without ears, speaks without a mouth, to which the air alone gives birth. 

I'll post the answer next week!

                                              <3 illya

a small rant

Sorry if this is hard too see n__n well I've had a kind of art block all week. couldn't think of anything for my comic. the art block became more and more persistent and began to slowly destroy my life... and the lives others. and now its gone to destroy the world. 

humph. so SOMEHOW ive managed to delete all of my pictures. and they aren't in the recycling bin. what ive done, who knows. at least most of my art is safely on deviantart (my user name is weasel-warrior, for anyone on deviantart, you should watch me :D) HOWEVER. all of my animations are gone and NONE are safely on youtube. if my parents wouldn't be butts, then my animations would be safe too. but no. britni can't have a youtube account *mumble grumble* in all honesty DA is worse, but whatever. ive lost all my hard work anyway, why bother trying to get em to let me have a youtube account anymore >___>;;;

Stay Alive

My day did not go to plan like I thought it would; my psychology quiz was not very good, thought I knew it but some terms messed me up. In the past week, I have made a lot of new friends; they are all in the UK but that is awesome. Oh and on Minecraft they have servers with a Hunger Games set up and it is so fun to play. I was one of the last two standing my first time but I lost because I had weak armour and a weak weapon. To be honest, I have not yet seen The Hunger Games movie; I really do not want it to turn out to be bad. I have heard both sides to either go see it or it is not worth it. The book was great but I do not want it to be ruined in the movie, like Twilight (in my opinion, the movie is terrible). In my English class we have began our big research paper and I thought it would be terrible but it turns out my school has a great website with a lot of argumentable subjects and citations ready to copy from the websites or articles set up on the data base. So besides the fact it has been difficult for me to get a lot of things written on paper, I do have a lot to say about my topic. I really cannot wait until the summer, I just want to have this semester finished and in the past.

- SourBurglar

Suffocation

"Suffocation"

Trapped in a bubble.
An endless, suffocating kaleidoscope of character,
Punishment, and human thought.
Air pressure is decreasing...
The walls are closing in on me...
I'm hyperventilating...

The demons in my closet are breaking free;
One by one, they laugh at my frozen state
And fly away.
I can't breathe...

The lights are slowly fading...
The evil smiles outside my window are growing dimmer...
Everything's turning black...

I wake up from this nightmare,
But I'm still dying alone.


April 8, 2012
-Amy