Realizations

Hello lovlies. It's been awhile since anyone has talked to you, but today we'll be talking about realizations and epiphanies.

Wellllllll, a few of my friends realized that someone we used to talk to win't acknowledge our existence. We just want to know what we did wrong and want to apologize. Or at least I do.

So just let me apologize. Please. You were a great friend.

-Hero

When looking to find love...

Recent events, my loves. And so recently, I've been going through a break up and I've already learned some things that everyone should check out before going out with them.

-Know what they're doing in their future, or at least what they're thinking about
-Connivence: Make sure that if anything happens that you won't have to see them much
-Let them know the real you because if they don't like it, move on

For those of you who like musicals:
-Make sure he's your Christian and you his Satine
-Make sure he's good enough to be your Phantom, but he sure to not treat him like one. Roul sucks
-Be Sweeney's wife, but be you so he knows not to kill you

Invest in yourself and find a person that is complimentary to you.
Best of luck
-Hero

Short and Sweet

     I'm getting terrible with posting. Grrrrrr........

      Anyways, somehow we went from 5 writers down to 2. Not sure what happened but you'll have to enjoy the company of Hero and me for a while. I only have a few songs for you this month...

August

1) The Dance - Charlotte Martin

2) Echo - Jason Walker

3) Feel Again - One Republic

4) Finally Found You - Enrique Iglesias

Riddle:

I fly, yet I have no wings. I cry, yet I have no eyes. Darkness follows me; lower light I never see.

I also found this quote I really like and feel like sharing: 

               “Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.”  - Terry Pratchett

                                                                              <3 illya

Senior-itous Rant

No, my lovelies, I do not have anything against seniors, but there's this one guy (with one job!) who just drives me BONKERS! And yes, this is a trending thing with me to just vent about people and their absolute stupidity.

You need to:
-get yourself in check (I don't care how much older you are than me. I am your boss at the time, and you must listen)
-stop acting like we are friends (we've gotten into too many arguments on very important subjects for me to ever like you, and you know I don't like you)
-stop talking to me (I only act friendly when you talk to me so I don't end up stabbing you)
-stop being a prissy-pants...enough said.

Go fall in a hole
- <3 Hero

With a new year comes a new ho

You need to:
-stop sighing (NO ONE WANTS TO ASK YOU WHAT'S WRONG!)
-stop making little remarks to yourself like "Shoot!"
-stop grubbing for attention (I kid you not, this girl asked the art teacher if she thought she looked like crap. NO ONE, INCLUDING THE TECHER, WANTS TO LOOK AT YOUR HORSE FACE)
-stop saying "I should quit art." because if you really want me to say "This is a CLASS for LEARNING to draw." I will kill you and tell you the truth: WE ALL WANT YOU TO QUIT TOO!
-if you think I'm so freaking mean then stop hanging out with my friends (who also don't like you)
-stop talking about your "hot, stud muffin" boyfriend. we've all seen him. He looks like a troll (not even a kid-friendly troll)
-High heeled flip-flops?! Really!?!?!? You look like a five year old
-Neon pink and yellow eye shadow?! You look like you let a bear apply your makeup without the lights on
LEAVE NOW OR SO HELP ME, I WILL KICK YOU IN THE MOUTH!

Love,
Hero <3

July's Playlist

     I know, I know....I'm late again. I didn't anticipate how hard my junior year would be. Anyway, here is a playlist from June as well as the answer to the last riddle.

July

1) Love is Here - Sonohra

2) Haunted - Taylor Swift

3) Better than Revenge - Taylor Swift

4) With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear (acoustic) - Sleeping with Sirens

5) Where the Lonely Ones Roam - Digital Daggers

Riddle:

It's been around for millions of years, but it's no more than a month old. What is it?

Answer: 

The moon

        <3 illya

GAHHH!

So I talk about things that relate to my life at the moment, correct? Yes. Usually it's about image or other people or how absolutely draining my family is. Today it'll be about my family again but this time it's about my sisters, so strap in.

Oldest:
-thinks she's the perfect one
-thinks she knows everything
-thinks she's the smartest (I have the GPA to prove I am smarter. That and i'm taking harder classes, so suck that.)
-made the most mistakes in life
-dating a dead beat
-too family traditional
-MAJOR CRITICIZER

Middle:
-too chill
-wishy washy
-uses who she wants for whatever she wants
-still has old fashioned morals
-butt whole
-cursed in front of mom today and didn't give two craps
-MAJOR CRITICIZER

Younger (maning skipping under me):
-ALWAYS ON MY BUTT!
-doesn't know how to read and is 9 years old in 3rd grade (I have no idea how she passed either)
-rude little butt
-steals my stuff
-loses my stuff
-asks for my stuff
-calls me fat
-calls me scrawny
-not even my real sister
-MAJOR CRITICIZER

Youngest:
-doesn't know english
-lies about me hitting her
-rude
-isn't potty trained but knows how to announce that she's in the act of pooping
-is soon to become a MAJOR CRITICIZER

I know you might be thinking, "This girl is a complete hypocrite." Well, you're fire-trucking right I am, but I only say mean things about them to myself in my mind and with a fake name online. Family is just really hard to deal with.

-Hero

.......Let Me Do My Job!!!!!

     I've been MIA for the past few weeks and I apologize for that. Band camp and school have gotten the better of me. Okay so marching band has started which means cramming AP homework, posting, and practice on Thursdays, so I will be moving back to Wednesday (until guard starts that is).

     So in the past year or so I've been developing my photography techniques and trying to improve as an artist. In order to do that, I need a model. I always use the same girl which isn't good because you aren't experimenting with different people and different settings. I don't have a problem using the same person....until they start to think that they can tell me how to run my photoshoot or think that they can make their own schedule. I told her a week in advance that I need her and she cancelled. So we worked out another date...and she cancelled. This happened several more times until she blamed me for telling her at the "last minute" that I needed her. When we do go on a photoshoot, I have an idea of the pictures I want to take, and she refuses then tell me to do something else. At school, we were taking our band pictures and we went in for a section picture then another girl told the photographer how to pose us. Okay 1) LET HER DO HER JOB 2) If she was hired to take pictures of 178 people and their sections, she obviously knows what she is doing. People, photographers know what they're doing, so stop telling them what to do. We are artists, so stop trying to cage us. Also....just because you can aim and shoot doesn't mean you're a photographer....

                                            Thank you

Riddle:

It's been around for millions of years, but it's no more than a month old. What is it? 

<3 illya

                       

School!

It's back to school for this lady bug, and let me tell you, I'm NOT READY! I'm just going to list pros and cons of the high school years.

Freshman Year:
-Get lost
-Realize no one is going to help you study
-Realize you need to change the way you study
-Freshman Friday
-Introduced to the big world of "cool high school parties" (Like normal birthday parties minus the cake, but with dumb people you hate)
-Now you can sit anywhere you like at lunch

Sophomore Year:
-Sorta lost
-Leverage over the freshman
-Hated/Over looked by every other class
-Bored
-Bored
-Bored
-Gateway D:

Junior Year:
-MOST WORK
-Heaviest year to go through
-Upper class (What What! :))
-Junior dues
-Prom
-SAT
-ACT

Senior Year:
-Senior dues
-Breeze by year
-Rulers of them ALL
-Graduation
-Getting out of high school


I cant wait to be done with it all.

-Hero

Body Image

I do realize that Illya has posted about this problem before, but now you get it from my listing point of view.
Looking at myself in the mirror I feel:
-Shabby
-Gross
-Lumpy

When others judge me they choose things that they like such as:
-Straight hair
-Thin
-Tall

But when you concentrate on just the good stuff, even then you get overly obsessed. Now I can't even eat without thinking five times before I get in the kitchen. If I do then I feel the need to give it the heave-ho from my body a few hours later. Even then, I feel the need to work out until I can't breath. There should be a world without any thought given to other peoples' appearances, and you could just express yourself without the judgement of other people. It's just really frustrating, sorry.

-Hero

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Hello again.

I have been really busy with school. Finally finished Speech and now I just have about 2-3 more classes of Humanities. I still have 2 essays, a quiz and a project to be done before this class ends. I have also been addicted to Minecraft Tekkit and a horde server killing zombies, which are very fun. I feel very smart when playing tekkit after I build things to create other items. Tonight I am going to see Twelfth Night and I can’t wait. I have heard it is quite funny to see on stage.  Although, I have to be a bit dressed up, which is no fun. Pretty much anytime I have free, I talk to the same group of people but technically a new group and I am the only girl, of course. But we all have fun and joke about while playing Minecraft or whatever we choose. I just can’t wait for my summer to really start again after this class is over and maybe I can go have fun or something; actually leave the house for a change. I tend to do my homework last minute which makes me stressed and unable to go do things.

-SourBurglar

June's Playlist

     Hello! I hope everyone had a fabulous 4th of July. This was a slow month in the music field but here it is :)

June

1) Who Knew - P!nk

2) Danza Kuduro - Don Omar ft. Lucenzo

3) Work of Art - Rachel Platten

4) Thinking of You - Katy Perry

Last month's riddle: 
A roster lays an egg on top of a barn, the wind is blowing to the west, which way does the egg roll?

Answer:

What egg?

(A roster cant lay an egg..only hens can) 

                 <3 illya

Boys and how girls treat them

Okay,my pets, I know it's super late but it took me a while to collect my thoughts. I have a boyfriend and like other girls in relationships, I treat my boyfriend with as much greedy need and want as any mainstream girl would. Soooo this is a short list of things I have noticed about all guys around and what they will do for the girls in their lives.
 1: listen (they might seam like they aren't but theyre trying to depict what you are saying because you are a female and they do not know what you are thinking all the time)
2: small acts of kindness (if you are cold an you say it out loud, they will shower you with hugs or jackets)
3: laugh at/with you (let's face it, you are one weird mother-truck)
4: feeling bad? Here comes the 2012 Complement Express
5: do you need someone to help you with something? Ask them
 6: they'll probably do everything for you if you just give them the right kind of smile

 This list isn't just about boyfriends, it's about your best friend, your dad, your classmate, really anyone. I will be back with a lovely picture later this evening.

 -hero.

better late than never

i had this done yesterday, but it slipped my mind to put it up. basically i said "amy what should this comic be about?" to which she said something about cats, lamps falling in love, dancing peanuts, dancing peanuts SEDUCING cats, and upon her last idae i said enough.

Annoying Authority

     I have to say the thing that pisses me off the most is when people tell you one thing and then do the opposite. For example, this girl I'm supposed to be working WITH tells me she'll call people or check to see if she got an email from our band director then she says, "Oh, I thought you were doing it..." I mean COME ON! If you won't do it I will but don't tell me you will then wait until the last minute to tell me you aren't going to do it...enough said.

     Riddle of the month:

A roster lays an egg on top of a barn, the wind is blowing to the west, which way does the egg roll?

                                      <3 illya

Youtube

Let's talk about youtube, my pets. and all the other people online.

The Stickler:
-Goes to pages and hangs on to every word you say
-oh that joke didn't make ANY sense but it was funny? Let me criticize your intelligence
-Secretly jealous of you
-Secretly your best friend

The Troll:
-Cousin of the stickler (does all the things he does)
-Sends more time on the internet
-Much like the emo kid in your high school class who kept threatening to kill himself (attention seeker)
-Stays indoors all day and on the internet

The Fan:
-The only person type on the internet who goes to every page that has more than 1 million subscribers and tells them in detail how much they love them
-Yells at trolls/sticklers and sticks up for the person getting ripped
-Your best defense in a fight

The Normal Person:
-Goes on the internet occasionally
-Does nothing fun
-Most hated by yours truly

-Hero

Don't Let Me Disappear..

School is stressing me out. It is bad to take Humanities during the summer D: And Speech is just plan stressful no matter what. I have essays constantly in Humanities and I have to write speeches all the time too. I have like a daily routine everyday, well on days I am not busy; I eat breakfast then get on skype and throughout the day I chat with different group of my friends and play Minecraft. My emotions have been so messed up these passed few days. I have been stressed, happy, sad, angry, basically everything all in one day or just separately. It is a long story why but I am just kind of coping with it and just waiting for everything to run its course. I feel like myself from middle school where I was just unstable and I hate it so much but today after venting to my mom about what is going through my mind and life right now, she made me laugh and just kind of see good sides of it and so now I am just slowly feeling better now finally. I have vented to so many people and I love that they listened and tried to make me feel better but I am happy to know my mom knows exactly what to say. I saw That's My Boy the other day, so freaking hilarious. It was better than I thought it would be. There is more I probably would like to talk about but I am late on this post :< and it was nice to kind of talk about what I have been going through without saying much. Oh, my dad is having surgery Friday but all should be well if they doctors don't mess up. My dad and I hate hospitals and don't tend to trust doctors. Kind of like how people hate the dentist.

-SourBurglar

Terrible Memory...and May's Playlist

     Okay so I obviously forgot to post.....again. I'll remind myself over and over and over again to post and then on the day I'm supposed to post, I forget. -_- Forgive my memory.

     Anywho, here's May's playlist:

May

     1) What's Left of Me - Nick Lachey

     2) Breath of Life - Florence and the Machine

     3) From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars

     4) Somebody That I Used to Know - Gotye (original), Walk Off the Earth (cover), Pentatonix (a Capella)

     5) Alex On the Spot - Hans Zimmer

                   Here is the answer to the riddle from my last post:

Riddle:

What can run but never walks, has a mouth but never talks, has a head but never weeps, has a bed but never sleeps?

Answer:

A River

                                            <3 illya

godzilla aint got nothin

lizards have some pretty intense fights. ive seen it with my own eyes.
~cinderr

Vacation Time

This post will be about the hustle and bustle of vacations, so sit back and enjoy it my lovelies.

The Pack - Step:
1: Throw random clothes in without checking to see if you have matching clothes
2: Get every charger you have plugged in the wall and shove them into your bag
3: Grab wads of cash and put it in your wallet
4: Toss two pairs of shoes into the bag
5: Makeup? Sure! Put the whole drawer in there too

The Departure:
1: Put your junk in that trunk
2: Make sure you have all papers
3: Leave the house
4: Realize that you've forgotten your toothbrush and your favorite book
5: Go back home
6: Leave again
7: Sorry

The Airport:
1: Check in
2: Go through security without getting felt up by the guards (if you don't then... FAIL!)
3: Get to your gate and you're on board
4: Go to sleep without leaning on your seat-mates and don't let the guy behind you cough into your ear (trust me, it's not pretty. True story)
5: Live through the turbulence and landing

Congratulations, now you have gone through everything, so go out there and have fun. Don't forget your bags at the airport because someone will take it and you'll have no clothes. Happy vacationing.

-Hero