When looking to find love...

Recent events, my loves. And so recently, I've been going through a break up and I've already learned some things that everyone should check out before going out with them.

-Know what they're doing in their future, or at least what they're thinking about
-Connivence: Make sure that if anything happens that you won't have to see them much
-Let them know the real you because if they don't like it, move on

For those of you who like musicals:
-Make sure he's your Christian and you his Satine
-Make sure he's good enough to be your Phantom, but he sure to not treat him like one. Roul sucks
-Be Sweeney's wife, but be you so he knows not to kill you

Invest in yourself and find a person that is complimentary to you.
Best of luck
-Hero

Short and Sweet

     I'm getting terrible with posting. Grrrrrr........

      Anyways, somehow we went from 5 writers down to 2. Not sure what happened but you'll have to enjoy the company of Hero and me for a while. I only have a few songs for you this month...

August

1) The Dance - Charlotte Martin

2) Echo - Jason Walker

3) Feel Again - One Republic

4) Finally Found You - Enrique Iglesias

Riddle:

I fly, yet I have no wings. I cry, yet I have no eyes. Darkness follows me; lower light I never see.

I also found this quote I really like and feel like sharing: 

               “Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.”  - Terry Pratchett

                                                                              <3 illya

Senior-itous Rant

No, my lovelies, I do not have anything against seniors, but there's this one guy (with one job!) who just drives me BONKERS! And yes, this is a trending thing with me to just vent about people and their absolute stupidity.

You need to:
-get yourself in check (I don't care how much older you are than me. I am your boss at the time, and you must listen)
-stop acting like we are friends (we've gotten into too many arguments on very important subjects for me to ever like you, and you know I don't like you)
-stop talking to me (I only act friendly when you talk to me so I don't end up stabbing you)
-stop being a prissy-pants...enough said.

Go fall in a hole
- <3 Hero

With a new year comes a new ho

You need to:
-stop sighing (NO ONE WANTS TO ASK YOU WHAT'S WRONG!)
-stop making little remarks to yourself like "Shoot!"
-stop grubbing for attention (I kid you not, this girl asked the art teacher if she thought she looked like crap. NO ONE, INCLUDING THE TECHER, WANTS TO LOOK AT YOUR HORSE FACE)
-stop saying "I should quit art." because if you really want me to say "This is a CLASS for LEARNING to draw." I will kill you and tell you the truth: WE ALL WANT YOU TO QUIT TOO!
-if you think I'm so freaking mean then stop hanging out with my friends (who also don't like you)
-stop talking about your "hot, stud muffin" boyfriend. we've all seen him. He looks like a troll (not even a kid-friendly troll)
-High heeled flip-flops?! Really!?!?!? You look like a five year old
-Neon pink and yellow eye shadow?! You look like you let a bear apply your makeup without the lights on
LEAVE NOW OR SO HELP ME, I WILL KICK YOU IN THE MOUTH!

Love,
Hero <3

July's Playlist

     I know, I know....I'm late again. I didn't anticipate how hard my junior year would be. Anyway, here is a playlist from June as well as the answer to the last riddle.

July

1) Love is Here - Sonohra

2) Haunted - Taylor Swift

3) Better than Revenge - Taylor Swift

4) With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear (acoustic) - Sleeping with Sirens

5) Where the Lonely Ones Roam - Digital Daggers

Riddle:

It's been around for millions of years, but it's no more than a month old. What is it?

Answer: 

The moon

        <3 illya

GAHHH!

So I talk about things that relate to my life at the moment, correct? Yes. Usually it's about image or other people or how absolutely draining my family is. Today it'll be about my family again but this time it's about my sisters, so strap in.

Oldest:
-thinks she's the perfect one
-thinks she knows everything
-thinks she's the smartest (I have the GPA to prove I am smarter. That and i'm taking harder classes, so suck that.)
-made the most mistakes in life
-dating a dead beat
-too family traditional
-MAJOR CRITICIZER

Middle:
-too chill
-wishy washy
-uses who she wants for whatever she wants
-still has old fashioned morals
-butt whole
-cursed in front of mom today and didn't give two craps
-MAJOR CRITICIZER

Younger (maning skipping under me):
-ALWAYS ON MY BUTT!
-doesn't know how to read and is 9 years old in 3rd grade (I have no idea how she passed either)
-rude little butt
-steals my stuff
-loses my stuff
-asks for my stuff
-calls me fat
-calls me scrawny
-not even my real sister
-MAJOR CRITICIZER

Youngest:
-doesn't know english
-lies about me hitting her
-rude
-isn't potty trained but knows how to announce that she's in the act of pooping
-is soon to become a MAJOR CRITICIZER

I know you might be thinking, "This girl is a complete hypocrite." Well, you're fire-trucking right I am, but I only say mean things about them to myself in my mind and with a fake name online. Family is just really hard to deal with.

-Hero

.......Let Me Do My Job!!!!!

     I've been MIA for the past few weeks and I apologize for that. Band camp and school have gotten the better of me. Okay so marching band has started which means cramming AP homework, posting, and practice on Thursdays, so I will be moving back to Wednesday (until guard starts that is).

     So in the past year or so I've been developing my photography techniques and trying to improve as an artist. In order to do that, I need a model. I always use the same girl which isn't good because you aren't experimenting with different people and different settings. I don't have a problem using the same person....until they start to think that they can tell me how to run my photoshoot or think that they can make their own schedule. I told her a week in advance that I need her and she cancelled. So we worked out another date...and she cancelled. This happened several more times until she blamed me for telling her at the "last minute" that I needed her. When we do go on a photoshoot, I have an idea of the pictures I want to take, and she refuses then tell me to do something else. At school, we were taking our band pictures and we went in for a section picture then another girl told the photographer how to pose us. Okay 1) LET HER DO HER JOB 2) If she was hired to take pictures of 178 people and their sections, she obviously knows what she is doing. People, photographers know what they're doing, so stop telling them what to do. We are artists, so stop trying to cage us. Also....just because you can aim and shoot doesn't mean you're a photographer....

                                            Thank you

Riddle:

It's been around for millions of years, but it's no more than a month old. What is it? 

<3 illya

                       

School!

It's back to school for this lady bug, and let me tell you, I'm NOT READY! I'm just going to list pros and cons of the high school years.

Freshman Year:
-Get lost
-Realize no one is going to help you study
-Realize you need to change the way you study
-Freshman Friday
-Introduced to the big world of "cool high school parties" (Like normal birthday parties minus the cake, but with dumb people you hate)
-Now you can sit anywhere you like at lunch

Sophomore Year:
-Sorta lost
-Leverage over the freshman
-Hated/Over looked by every other class
-Bored
-Bored
-Bored
-Gateway D:

Junior Year:
-MOST WORK
-Heaviest year to go through
-Upper class (What What! :))
-Junior dues
-Prom
-SAT
-ACT

Senior Year:
-Senior dues
-Breeze by year
-Rulers of them ALL
-Graduation
-Getting out of high school


I cant wait to be done with it all.

-Hero

Body Image

I do realize that Illya has posted about this problem before, but now you get it from my listing point of view.
Looking at myself in the mirror I feel:
-Shabby
-Gross
-Lumpy

When others judge me they choose things that they like such as:
-Straight hair
-Thin
-Tall

But when you concentrate on just the good stuff, even then you get overly obsessed. Now I can't even eat without thinking five times before I get in the kitchen. If I do then I feel the need to give it the heave-ho from my body a few hours later. Even then, I feel the need to work out until I can't breath. There should be a world without any thought given to other peoples' appearances, and you could just express yourself without the judgement of other people. It's just really frustrating, sorry.

-Hero

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Hello again.

I have been really busy with school. Finally finished Speech and now I just have about 2-3 more classes of Humanities. I still have 2 essays, a quiz and a project to be done before this class ends. I have also been addicted to Minecraft Tekkit and a horde server killing zombies, which are very fun. I feel very smart when playing tekkit after I build things to create other items. Tonight I am going to see Twelfth Night and I can’t wait. I have heard it is quite funny to see on stage.  Although, I have to be a bit dressed up, which is no fun. Pretty much anytime I have free, I talk to the same group of people but technically a new group and I am the only girl, of course. But we all have fun and joke about while playing Minecraft or whatever we choose. I just can’t wait for my summer to really start again after this class is over and maybe I can go have fun or something; actually leave the house for a change. I tend to do my homework last minute which makes me stressed and unable to go do things.

-SourBurglar

June's Playlist

     Hello! I hope everyone had a fabulous 4th of July. This was a slow month in the music field but here it is :)

June

1) Who Knew - P!nk

2) Danza Kuduro - Don Omar ft. Lucenzo

3) Work of Art - Rachel Platten

4) Thinking of You - Katy Perry

Last month's riddle: 
A roster lays an egg on top of a barn, the wind is blowing to the west, which way does the egg roll?

Answer:

What egg?

(A roster cant lay an egg..only hens can) 

                 <3 illya

Boys and how girls treat them

Okay,my pets, I know it's super late but it took me a while to collect my thoughts. I have a boyfriend and like other girls in relationships, I treat my boyfriend with as much greedy need and want as any mainstream girl would. Soooo this is a short list of things I have noticed about all guys around and what they will do for the girls in their lives.
 1: listen (they might seam like they aren't but theyre trying to depict what you are saying because you are a female and they do not know what you are thinking all the time)
2: small acts of kindness (if you are cold an you say it out loud, they will shower you with hugs or jackets)
3: laugh at/with you (let's face it, you are one weird mother-truck)
4: feeling bad? Here comes the 2012 Complement Express
5: do you need someone to help you with something? Ask them
 6: they'll probably do everything for you if you just give them the right kind of smile

 This list isn't just about boyfriends, it's about your best friend, your dad, your classmate, really anyone. I will be back with a lovely picture later this evening.

 -hero.

better late than never

i had this done yesterday, but it slipped my mind to put it up. basically i said "amy what should this comic be about?" to which she said something about cats, lamps falling in love, dancing peanuts, dancing peanuts SEDUCING cats, and upon her last idae i said enough.

Annoying Authority

     I have to say the thing that pisses me off the most is when people tell you one thing and then do the opposite. For example, this girl I'm supposed to be working WITH tells me she'll call people or check to see if she got an email from our band director then she says, "Oh, I thought you were doing it..." I mean COME ON! If you won't do it I will but don't tell me you will then wait until the last minute to tell me you aren't going to do it...enough said.

     Riddle of the month:

A roster lays an egg on top of a barn, the wind is blowing to the west, which way does the egg roll?

                                      <3 illya

Youtube

Let's talk about youtube, my pets. and all the other people online.

The Stickler:
-Goes to pages and hangs on to every word you say
-oh that joke didn't make ANY sense but it was funny? Let me criticize your intelligence
-Secretly jealous of you
-Secretly your best friend

The Troll:
-Cousin of the stickler (does all the things he does)
-Sends more time on the internet
-Much like the emo kid in your high school class who kept threatening to kill himself (attention seeker)
-Stays indoors all day and on the internet

The Fan:
-The only person type on the internet who goes to every page that has more than 1 million subscribers and tells them in detail how much they love them
-Yells at trolls/sticklers and sticks up for the person getting ripped
-Your best defense in a fight

The Normal Person:
-Goes on the internet occasionally
-Does nothing fun
-Most hated by yours truly

-Hero

Don't Let Me Disappear..

School is stressing me out. It is bad to take Humanities during the summer D: And Speech is just plan stressful no matter what. I have essays constantly in Humanities and I have to write speeches all the time too. I have like a daily routine everyday, well on days I am not busy; I eat breakfast then get on skype and throughout the day I chat with different group of my friends and play Minecraft. My emotions have been so messed up these passed few days. I have been stressed, happy, sad, angry, basically everything all in one day or just separately. It is a long story why but I am just kind of coping with it and just waiting for everything to run its course. I feel like myself from middle school where I was just unstable and I hate it so much but today after venting to my mom about what is going through my mind and life right now, she made me laugh and just kind of see good sides of it and so now I am just slowly feeling better now finally. I have vented to so many people and I love that they listened and tried to make me feel better but I am happy to know my mom knows exactly what to say. I saw That's My Boy the other day, so freaking hilarious. It was better than I thought it would be. There is more I probably would like to talk about but I am late on this post :< and it was nice to kind of talk about what I have been going through without saying much. Oh, my dad is having surgery Friday but all should be well if they doctors don't mess up. My dad and I hate hospitals and don't tend to trust doctors. Kind of like how people hate the dentist.

-SourBurglar

Terrible Memory...and May's Playlist

     Okay so I obviously forgot to post.....again. I'll remind myself over and over and over again to post and then on the day I'm supposed to post, I forget. -_- Forgive my memory.

     Anywho, here's May's playlist:

May

     1) What's Left of Me - Nick Lachey

     2) Breath of Life - Florence and the Machine

     3) From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars

     4) Somebody That I Used to Know - Gotye (original), Walk Off the Earth (cover), Pentatonix (a Capella)

     5) Alex On the Spot - Hans Zimmer

                   Here is the answer to the riddle from my last post:

Riddle:

What can run but never walks, has a mouth but never talks, has a head but never weeps, has a bed but never sleeps?

Answer:

A River

                                            <3 illya

godzilla aint got nothin

lizards have some pretty intense fights. ive seen it with my own eyes.
~cinderr

Vacation Time

This post will be about the hustle and bustle of vacations, so sit back and enjoy it my lovelies.

The Pack - Step:
1: Throw random clothes in without checking to see if you have matching clothes
2: Get every charger you have plugged in the wall and shove them into your bag
3: Grab wads of cash and put it in your wallet
4: Toss two pairs of shoes into the bag
5: Makeup? Sure! Put the whole drawer in there too

The Departure:
1: Put your junk in that trunk
2: Make sure you have all papers
3: Leave the house
4: Realize that you've forgotten your toothbrush and your favorite book
5: Go back home
6: Leave again
7: Sorry

The Airport:
1: Check in
2: Go through security without getting felt up by the guards (if you don't then... FAIL!)
3: Get to your gate and you're on board
4: Go to sleep without leaning on your seat-mates and don't let the guy behind you cough into your ear (trust me, it's not pretty. True story)
5: Live through the turbulence and landing

Congratulations, now you have gone through everything, so go out there and have fun. Don't forget your bags at the airport because someone will take it and you'll have no clothes. Happy vacationing.

-Hero

"Oh the humanity"

Gosh I have been so busy lately. But it has been a fun busy. Finally got to Livestream and I have to say, I do love it. I just really want to become more talkative now and maybe do some kind of lets play on minecraft, not sure if I will do it. I don’t know if I have said this before but I have made so many friends in the past few months and they make me so happy. Anyhow, I started my summer classes; I have Humanities Monday and Speech on Wednesday. Had to do a 30 second speech today and it was only my first day! Oh my gosh it was nerve wrecking until I got up there and began speaking. I think I did quite well. Now I have to write an intro speech about myself for next Wednesday. My Humanities I already have to do a quiz by this Friday and an essay, good gracious. Another thing happening right now is my dad will be having surgery sometime this month and even though my dad doesn't show it, I know he is a bit freaked about it. My family doesn't really trust doctors to much these days and my dad already hates going for check up so he hasn't in a long time. I am worried but I try not to show it as well. I have a goal for this year: I will either get enough money to go to Minecon or keep saving to at least get to the UK. I just don't know which will happen and which one I will want more because I will still see a lot of people I want to finally meet either way. I just hope everything goes accordingly and I am able to achieve this goal.


-SourBurglar

Pleas and Decisions

     Hello!! So I'm going to start off with another plea for advertisement. We are seriously lacking in views and we need more (this goes for writers as well). Please please please spread the word. We are close to 100 posts yet we never get more than 3 views per post. Most writers on this blog take writing very seriously and want people to read their writing. So please spread the word.

Here is this week's riddle:  

What can run but never walks, has a mouth but never talks, has a head but never weeps, has a bed but never sleeps?

     Anyways, I am nearing the day that i will have to choose my college and area of study and decide what o will do with the rest of my life. My dad has this image of me going to medical school or law school and opening my own practice, but I don't see myself doing this. I see myself being a writer and photographer of even an interior designer, but my father won't have it. I've put off telling him this for so long that I don't know how I WILL tell him. My point is, if anyone else has this problem, don't let your parents run your life. Make your own decision because when it comes down to it, YOU have to live with the choice and YOU have to spend your life doing it, not your parents, so don't let them make this big choice for you.

Speak Up

                       <3 illya

Names Of Colors

As you can see, I've run out of rants because I'm really not pissed off anymore, now that the school year is over. Today we will be ranting over COLORS! With the help of my sidekick, LONG DONG McDOUGAN SHLONG, we will be going on a rainbowtastic journey. Sit back and enjoy this rant, my lovelies.

Reds:
-Brick red (seriously...bricks have many different shades of red)
-Crimson (I'm thinking of The Crimson Chin *bum bum bum dun!*)
-Mahogany (The crapy burgundy)
-Tomato red (The red that you find with your kid's menu)

Orange:
-Red-Orange (the left over orange mixed with the left over red wax)
-Burnt orange (The same but with brown instead of red)
-Rust orange (Gross yellow and orange mix)
-Bright Orange (The only crayon left in the 64 pack after kindergarden)

Yellow:
Yellow is too awesome so no hate.

Green:
-Seafoam Green (Not really green, but not really blue)
-Forest Green (when used whilst drawing an actual forest it is too dark to be used)
-Yellow-Green (thank you for vomiting and calling it a color)
-Legit Vomit Green

Blue:
-Sky Blue (Sky blue should be the color of the sky)
-Cobalt Blue (Never ever has any use in my paintings)
-Other than that blue is pretty freakin' awesome

Purple:
-Purple is like pluto, it shouldn't be a thing
-Plum (looks like purple poo in the box, looks like purple poo on the picture)
-Bruised Purple (Ow...)

Until the next next week, my loves.

-Hero

Beat Down!

Late on this post, not cool. I do care about everyone’s happiness. I love when others are happy because it, in turn, makes me happy. Although, not everyone feels that way. I have been bullied throughout middle school and a small bit in elementary school. So I know what people go through when they are picked on by others for no true reason other than that it somehow feeds the bully into making them feel like their life it better. But guess what, they are being/have been hurt by someone in their life and that is terrible too. So they lash out at others most likely causing that bullied person to fall into depression and maybe choose to suicide or runaway. I don’t know where I am going with this but I am sick of people bullying one another because it helps no one. Through being bullied I grew up just wanting a small amount of friends and I hardly wanted to leave my house and mainly stayed home to read or play video games. Sometimes I wish I could have changed that so that maybe I would have been more out going but if you are ever bullied, you are changed in some way. I have slowly started trying to be more open and fun. I mean high school and marching band did change me a lot but not in a bad way. I still am not very talkative; I only speak when I am confident I know what is being talked about or I am spoken to or I have something to say on a matter. Although, I am a lot more fun in person because I just don’t care what anyone thinks around where I live haha I love my friends and family but the rest can love or hate me, does not matter to me, but I am always nice and friendly when I meet someone. Whenever someone is rude to me or someone I care about, I do lash out a bit too much because as most know I do have anger issues and I am not afraid to share it.
Anyhow, not sure what else to say other than I am very happy with life right now. I would not change it for anything.

-SourBurglar

April's Playlist....Sorta

     I cannot believe I forgot to post. I feel terrible!!!!! I'm making up for it this week.

 April

     1) In This Shirt - The Irrepressibles 

     2) Fanfare - Black Violin

     3) Sound of Memories - Bush

     4) With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear (Acoustic) - Sleeping with Sirens

     5) Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites - Skrillex

     6) Take a Hint - Victoria Justice and Elizabeth Gilles

     7)  Crystallize - Lindsey Stirling

                          Answer to the riddle I posted: Lives without a body, hears without ears, speaks without a mouth, to which the air alone gives birth.

An Echo

<3 illya

Hey guys... So, I think I'm actually a week late, I lost track of time, and, I was also super distracted last Sunday because my parents bought me a car, so, I'm sorry about that. But anyway, I've been working on this for a few days; it's ongoing, and I actually meant for these to be lyrics, but seeing as I can't ever remember the tune or rhythm (I sing it differently every time) and I have no means of recording the tune or rhythm, it stands as an ongoing poem. Enjoy.

"A Miracle"

All I see
I cannot think
You cloud my thoughts
And blind my brain...

Your actions
Speak so loud
But they cannot
Save me
I am drowning, drowning...

All I'm looking for
Is a miracle,
A miracle
To burst though the fog and the haze.

All I beg for
Is a miracle,
A miracle
to maybe light us through the rest of our days.

I sit staring
Thinking 'bout a life that will never come
With you by my side
I'm broken and hide
From your kindness that destroys me

Why can't you see?
No one knows til they've tried
I need you,
I want you,
Forever by my side

All I'm looking for
Is a miracle,
A miracle
To burst through the sight of your gaze.

All I beg for
Is a miracle,
A miracle
to maybe fight us through the rest of our days.

-5/8/2012
Amy Bohon

Weird Fads

You guys all know by now that I love listing out things, so today I'll be listing the most annoying fads of 2011-2012.

For guys:
-"swag!"
-Wearing brightly colored pants/shorts (I mean really... gross. Save that for us females to wear)
-Spiked back hair (If you're going to do it, do it right. Otherwise you look like a bird)
-The "Look at me, I'm so sensitive face." (I don't want to be YOUR hero [see what I did there?])
-Wearing your pants sooooo low

For girls:
-The tribal patterned shirts
-The "stupid girl" act (ummm...like....really?)
-Clinging to their friend for dear life
-Fishing for complements

For both guys and girls:
-Taking themselves too seriously
-Hanging over each other
-Licking face in public
-Crying in public on purpose


So don't be like this mmm'kay? I love you guys so please enjoy this kitten.
Hero

Life Changing!

Oh my goodness me. My finals were today and for my English essay I picked a life changing event to write about. Well I started it at me first talking to Toby. He basically brought what happened this passed Friday. Anyhow, I have made so, so many friends from mainly England and a few from other places all because of Toby. So last Friday I was finally in the Skype call with the Livestream of us all playing the survival games and that was when I started to feel important. It was awesome, I listened to it after to hear my voice haha That was weird. Anyway, before Friday on my twitter followers, I had about 60 something and after that night I now have 135. People now associate me with another girl Aurey and our 2Girls1Martyn thing. Martyn is the one who streams every Friday and has friends involved with doing something mainly based with Minecraft, sometimes another game or just them chatting. But wow, I am so freaking happy. I finally feel like a person in the gaming community and I now want to maybe create videos on my YouTube account. This all happened in just a matter of months and I wouldn't change it for anything. I do need to balance my real life with this one a bit better because I hardly leave my room now. I kind of wish I got to save that essay I wrote but oh well, I wrote so much stuff. When I started off, I didn't think I would be able to write 2-3 page but I definitely did. I don't even know if I told this very well, but I am just in one of the best moods, I cannot even think clearly haha.
Oh I saw The Avengers this weekend in IMax 3D. That movie was amazing!! Gosh I just want to see it again and I will.

<3 SourBurglar

Fake "ghettos"

List rants for my lovies! So if you guys live in any areas like the area the crew and I live in than you should know who fake ghettos are. Let's go into this magical world, shall we?

-"Swag" around school (aka they walk too fast for you to go around but to slow for you to deal with)
-They live in really nice houses but act like they came from the streets
-The only guns they've ever held are the orange tipped ones -they wear their pants practically around their ankles
-"Aye gurl, come get some o' dis sugha."
-"What's up my ninja!" (we all know what word that's supposed to be)
-"I got a 60%! Awww yeah!"
-"I knows you aint gon pick a fight!"
-Push fights -uses q's instead of g's
-Loiters around random areas
-Fights for their woman but treats them like crap
-Tries to wear hats to school…dude man, come on you know the rules
-No book bags just swag and the athletic bags
-Cares more about hair
-Will pass school with the minimal amount of work ethic and the lowest passing grade possible
-Listens to hard core rap… has no idea what it means
-Has the audacity to sit down next to you and touch you (legit, it just happened today and he put his head on my shoulder)
-Will stare at your friend and then waddle over to try to fight ( Happened on Monday. It was hilarious)
-Picks on the people they know they can beat because they are too afraid to fight someone their own size
-Hates on their parents until their parents are around and then they act all loving




I mean, are you stupid? Get a life check, kid! You're bright somewhere under that stupid. Guys, please just be respectable people.
-Hero

dear lawd its late

uhm hello guys *bad poker face* soooo its me cinderr, but i don't have a comic today! <:D ehehehe.... yeah. so i thought i'd share a trial of life instead, to make up for my lack of drawn stories. so. WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU CANT HAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE SO DEARLY? you see i have an unrequited love problem. what i love is meat. and my body wont let me have it lately. every time we go out to eat and i get a burger i get really queasy. like im about to puke. my mom, the vegetarian in the family, is so happy about this. she thinks she can win me over, you see. take me to the dark side, thinks that if i can no longer eat meat then i should join her, a plant eating weirdo! but you see, i wont have this! i will, no matter the cost i will continue to eat what makes me happy! *tears* wasn't that inspirational? no? yeah... probably not.....
well... here we go! ill write a haiku about my dilemma! *ahem*
i will not give up
my hearts craving for
murdered creature meat
as you can see  i am not a poet. or a haiku writer. so yeah.
cinderr out :3

Late, late, for a very important date!

So sorry I am late on making my blog post. A lot of things have happened the past few days:  I have been trying to write my research paper, I became a mod on a friends minecraft server, I am trying to talk to a hundred people at once from minecraft to skype and that is a bit difficult. Also, I was thrown into a fight between to guys, thought I wouldn't get involved until the moron decided to make me have to. It is a very long stupid story but I suppose I will talk about it (: My boyfriend (Toby) and an old friend of his (David) have got into some stupid fight, not really sure what it is really about, although I know David acts like a child. David is always trying to make the fight public and none of us care. I am in a group of a bunch of friends that kind of have him in it too. But no one is a fan of him honestly, he doesn't trust anyone and takes things out of proportion. Well anyhow, yesterday on David's server he decided to show his hate of Toby by griefing, (Well he says he did nothing) but honestly, he stood there and let people grief Toby and my house. Yes it does not seem like a big deal but in a way it is; it takes time to build things and no one likes someone to take it that time away. Why throw a game into a fight and make a youtube video about it? So childish. I yelled at him saying what did I have to do with this and he fixed it back a bit but I do not care. The other day I saved our home from a mod so it was already placed on another server. Toby knew it would happen soon but I am not going to tell David. I want him to feel bad even though I know he doesn't. Sorry is the easiest word to say to try to get out of something but I am not going to forgive him. He acts as if nothing has just happened but he started a whole new war. He does not realize it yet, but he has lost a huge set a friends. Ok, I think that is enough rambling from me. I was ragging yesterday about it but I have cooled down a bit. I didn't talk to Toby at all yesterday and I do not know if he knows about this yet :/ I am dying to talk to him in general. Ooo, I get my eyes checked today. Finally going to buy new glasses if I can pick a pair. I have had the same ones since I have had glasses which is maybe 8 or so years, I do not remember.

SourBurglar <3

 "Immature, karma is going to come for you."

Locking horns with Dad

You will always have an excuse;
Isn't that right?
You'll play my emotions
So that I'll never doubt you.
Guess what?
Big guy, the tides are turning.
One day you'll be caught in the current.
I'll no longer be your little hatchling;
I'm storing up to become the biggest beast
You're soul ever quivered in fear before.
The Big One will bite back,
And if you don't back off,
Well, I reckon you'll drown.

"It's Growing." 4-9-2012 Amy (oh my gosh, what's wrong with the formatting??? It's not supposed to be a paragraph like that! I've tried to fix it but it's not working! Eeep!)

A Riddle

     Happy Thursday people! We are seriously lacking viewers so please spread the word. Print flyers and post them in school! Spray paint it on a wall! Buy a billboard! Rent a plane and sky-write it! Or...you know....post something on Facebook. Whatever is more appropriate economically.

     I don't really know what to talk about today, so I will post a little riddle to keep you guys thinking ;) 

        

         Lives without a body, hears without ears, speaks without a mouth, to which the air alone gives birth. 

I'll post the answer next week!

                                              <3 illya

a small rant

Sorry if this is hard too see n__n well I've had a kind of art block all week. couldn't think of anything for my comic. the art block became more and more persistent and began to slowly destroy my life... and the lives others. and now its gone to destroy the world. 

humph. so SOMEHOW ive managed to delete all of my pictures. and they aren't in the recycling bin. what ive done, who knows. at least most of my art is safely on deviantart (my user name is weasel-warrior, for anyone on deviantart, you should watch me :D) HOWEVER. all of my animations are gone and NONE are safely on youtube. if my parents wouldn't be butts, then my animations would be safe too. but no. britni can't have a youtube account *mumble grumble* in all honesty DA is worse, but whatever. ive lost all my hard work anyway, why bother trying to get em to let me have a youtube account anymore >___>;;;

Stay Alive

My day did not go to plan like I thought it would; my psychology quiz was not very good, thought I knew it but some terms messed me up. In the past week, I have made a lot of new friends; they are all in the UK but that is awesome. Oh and on Minecraft they have servers with a Hunger Games set up and it is so fun to play. I was one of the last two standing my first time but I lost because I had weak armour and a weak weapon. To be honest, I have not yet seen The Hunger Games movie; I really do not want it to turn out to be bad. I have heard both sides to either go see it or it is not worth it. The book was great but I do not want it to be ruined in the movie, like Twilight (in my opinion, the movie is terrible). In my English class we have began our big research paper and I thought it would be terrible but it turns out my school has a great website with a lot of argumentable subjects and citations ready to copy from the websites or articles set up on the data base. So besides the fact it has been difficult for me to get a lot of things written on paper, I do have a lot to say about my topic. I really cannot wait until the summer, I just want to have this semester finished and in the past.

- SourBurglar

Suffocation

"Suffocation"

Trapped in a bubble.
An endless, suffocating kaleidoscope of character,
Punishment, and human thought.
Air pressure is decreasing...
The walls are closing in on me...
I'm hyperventilating...

The demons in my closet are breaking free;
One by one, they laugh at my frozen state
And fly away.
I can't breathe...

The lights are slowly fading...
The evil smiles outside my window are growing dimmer...
Everything's turning black...

I wake up from this nightmare,
But I'm still dying alone.


April 8, 2012
-Amy

March's Playlist

     Hey guys I'm sosososososo sorry this is late. I've had a lot going on and it slipped my mind, but everything should work out better from now on. SPRING IS HERE!!!! I hope you enjoy this month's playlist!

March

     1)Face - Nu'est (more Korean stuff)

     2)Lights (Bassnectar remix) - Ellie Goulding

     3)False King - Two Steps From Hell

     4)Forgotten - Jamestown Story

     5)Safe and Sound - Taylor Swift

     6)Wish Upon a Star - Samantha Mumba

                                               <3 illya